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24 azar 1387

emrooz rooze ajibi bood emshab rafte boodam ye marasemi ye eshghe ghadimio didam ke mano be khodesh vabaste kardo haminjoori yoho vel kardo raft...
che hese badi vaghti didamesh dashtam divoone mishodam dast o pa mizadam ke cheshm too cheshesh nasham amam chera man mage man dooroogh gofte boodam?
oon mano vel karde bood
oon kheyli rilax sare jash neshaste bood o man daroonam atashi bood hes mikardam ke range sooratam dare har sanie avaz mishe va baz ham yek hese ghadimi nesbat be yek eshgh tapeshe ghalb be toori ke khodam sedaye ghalbamo mifahmidam
az oonja ta khoone 4 bar nazdik bood tasadof konam ba inke khiaboona kahlvat bood ama havasam be ranandegi nabood bokharie mashin ta akhar roshan bood ama badanam sard bood va ghalbam be tondi mizad...
bezarid az aval begam:
hodoode 1sal pish ye seri etefaghat tooo zendegim oftad ke masire zendegimo avaz kard mesle ghabool shodan too daneshgah
oon khodesho har rooz bishtar bem nazdik mikard hamkelasie madrese bood va tabiatan didar ha bayad kam mishod ama didaramoon ziad tar mishod be bahane haye mokhtalef ta inke ye rooz bem goft asheghame dashtam az narahati divoone mishodam akhe in jomla ro chand bar az chand nafare dige shenide boodam ke deleshoono shekastam va be eshghesoon ahamiat nadadam ama in bar be khatere taghirate pish oomade too zandegim say kardam dele in yeki ro nashkoonam va ashegh negahesh daram man hich dide shahvani nesbat besh nadashtam ama iin dasht khodesh goft ke avale eshghesh bem shahvat dashte too sms ya chat gahi harfamoon be sex mikeshid man shookhi mikardamo oon jedi migereft vaghti mididamesh sar zanesham mikard ke daram monharefesh mikonam akhe oon ye adame mazhabi va motahajer bood va fekr mikard az sex harf zadan mojazatesh...
shayad hagh dasht age man ham jaye oon boodam hamin fekro mikardam akhe khodaye in adama vahshie na mehraboon
be jayi residim ke vaghte khodafezi dastamo to dastash negah midasht va migoft az garmaye tanet lezat mibaram(in dige eshkale shari nadasht)ta chand bar nemiboosidam azam joda nemishod
dige kam kam dashtam asheghesh mishodam besh vabaste shode boodam harja mikhastam beram ba oon miraftam
ye rooz ba ham rafte boodim estakhr too estakhr bem goft chera bem nagofte boodi ke gay hasti khodamo zadam be oon rah fekr kardam dare ye dasti mizane goftam na baba !az koja fahmidi bahoosh!
goft az 360 et vayyyyyyyy donya roo saram kharab shod goft vaghti dashte bam chat mikarde yahoo besh ye invite az page man dade divoone shodam hamoon moghe lebasamo pooshidam az estakhr zadam biroon oomad donbalam goft mikhad bam harf bezane
bam harf zad aval ghasam khord ke in masala ro be kasi nemige bad goft didesh nesbat be man avaz nashode va goft ke man ham gay hastam
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are oon be man goft ke gaye oon ham az positione soft khob hala in vase man behtar bood va man baz alagham besh bishtar shod ama ye manee bozorg sare rahemoon bood oon ham dine oon bood oon mosalmoon bood onam az noe taasobish masalan ye bar bem goft ye kari o nakon age ezdevaj kardi ba zanet be moshkel bar mikhori man besh goftam ke man gharar nist ke ba zani ezdevaj konam mage to mikhay in karo bokoni? goft are khob akharesh ke chi adam ke nemitoone gonah kone
are kholase in kari ke esmesho gozashtan gonah pedare maro dar ovorde
ye shab too mashin vaghte khodafezi bash roo boosi kardam ke oon vasat labhamoon ....
oon khodafezi nakard va moond va ma ye lab az ham gereftim del nemikand ama man kandam fekr mikardam ta akhar vasam mimoone ke be sh ejazein karo dadam vagarna dalili vase in karam vojood nadasht vaghti dasht miraft goft etefaghi ke nabayad miooftad oftad va to baesesh boodi (man nemigam ke man baes boodam ya na ama faghat man naboodam)oon shab vaghti az ham khodafezi kardim raft ta 2-3 shab badesh be ham sms midadim mifahmidam ke ehsase gonah mikone ama man gonahi nakarde boodam(akhe khodaye man mehaboone ama khodaye oona khashen va zoor goo va shekanje gare) chand vaght bad be m chand ta sms dad ke man avaz shodam va dige dore mano khat bekesh va az injoor harfa zarbeye badi khordam bavaram nemishod oon enghad khodkhah va ahmagh bashe doosti va eshgh ro khodesh shooroo karda ama entezar dashtam age gharare in doosti tamoom beshe ba ham tamoomesh konim ama oon dar kamale khod khahi...
ta oon shab ke didamesh ye 2_3 mahi bood ke nadide boodamesh be khatere oon sms akhariash azesh motanafer shode boodam va ehsase khianat mikardam va sare kar raftan ama oon shab zarabane ghalbam dasht ye chiz dige bem migoft shayad zarabane ghalbam az steres boode shayadam az hamoon tanafor va shayad ham kami eshgh dar tahe ghalb ama na nemikham in eshghe ahmaghanaro ke har saniyeye baham boodanemoon ba ham vasam azab bashe man vaghean dige nemikham man aramesh mikham dar kenare kasi ke mesle man bashe na inke mesle man fekr kone ke injoori too donya vojood nadare ama la aghal to ye chizaye koli mesle din mesle gheyrat mese... nesle ham bashim ta har do az baham boodanemon lezat bebarim na zajr bekeshim
be omide roozi ke hamjensgerayan azadane dar tamame noghate donya AZAD zendgi konan

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